mardi 28 octobre 2008

Sugarkane + Drunken Butterfly

That's what I feel like inside, this sweet sort of sense of ecstasy.


Smile like a sun

back over time

crazy on you

pleasure is mine

I love you I love you I love you

what's your name?

I love you I love you I love you

what's your name?


here come through it

giving it up

going too far

try understand

I love you I love you I love you

what's your name?

I love you I love you I love you

what's your name?


whisper kiss me here

I'll tell you what I fear

whisper kisses up here

I'll tell you what I fear


come on home

just ain't fair

name of rock'n'roll

where love dies

couldn't find a soul

tell it like it is

deep down inside

drunken butterfly

I love you I love you I love you

what's your name?

I love you I love you I love you

what's your name?

I love you I love you I love you

what's your name?

I love you I love you I love you

what's your name


.........................................................
you're perfect in the way, a perfect end today

you're burning out their lights, and burning in their eyes

I love you Sugar Kane, a-comin' from the rain

oh kiss me like a frog, and turn me into flame

I love you all the time, I need you 8 to 9

and I can stay all night, yr body shining


and I know

there's something down there sugar soul

back to the cross a twisted lane

there something down there sugar kane


I'm back again in love, I'm back again a dove

where'd you get your light, your smilin' sugar life

another lovers day, another cracked up night

every night I say, the light is coming


and I know

there's something down there sugar cone

back to the cross a twisted lane

there's something down there sugar kane


hey angel come and play, and fly me away

a stroll along the beach, until you're out of time

I love you sugar kane, a crack into the dream

I love you sugar kane, I love you sugar kane

I love you sugar kane, I love you sugar kane

I love you sugar kane, I love you sugar





I love being excited about things because it happens so infrequently. It makes me feel like when everything is new. I love new things, i love new loves. Moving does help... point blank.

My coffee tastes like Golden Crisp, which is one of my favorite sugary cereals, today is my sisters birthday. Mine is coming up soon. NOVEMBER 25th a month before xmas don't forget it slutfaces.

I think im going to start making that wishlist, most of it will consist of chocolate or things to make me the fatty that you lovez.

XoX

*Moi*

lundi 27 octobre 2008

FOUND

Wednesday, October 15, 2008 at 4:38am
It's past 4am and I'm cooking a french dish that my mom taught me how to make.We're so similar its ridiculous.

I'm not worried anymore.

I'm rather relieved. I'm always at my best when I'm on the edge of really losing it. I made my first pair of underwear tonight while watching a documentary on Jack the Ripper, I figured that Sweeney Todd was based on the story since the murders occurred on Fleet Street. There was another documentary about the internet and the creation of Amazon, it just reminded me of when I was 9 years old and I was the first one to have a computer and internet and I was hooked from then on.

I spent years in social isolation and being alone and reveling in that. Reading books, being elitist and not speaking to anyone,because we had nothing in common and there was no reason to waste time on them.

There is a sense of relief when I have nothing.When I'm homeless, jobless and loveless, I'm so happy and maybe its because there are no expectations and not too many people to have to deal with and it means no responsibility no commitment.

This is why living alone appeals to me;I don't want to clean up after other people.I just want to create all day.

Catwoman Speaks

Sunday, October 19, 2008 at 12:06pm | Delete
I had a moment yesterday, let me tell you about it.

So I'm walking down Clark Street to catch the bus and low and behold, I see a good spot. A Green Clothing Donation bin, with tons of crap outside. So I go through a bag, cause all the other stuff is wet and ruined and not interesting regardless. I found 6 designer purses and a pair of BCBG heels. So one of the purses is sorta ugly but it has a perk because it has blue vinyl in it, and I don't know if you know, but vinyl is about 7 dollars a yard and while there isn't much material here, I can still do something with it.

I take it with me as I meet Amandacera at the zoo and we met up with her roommate and got a brief tour, will go back soon I promise! I gave her a choice of what purses she wanted cause there are plenty and she picks this white nine west one and a smaller beaded one. We all go grocery shopping and then go to her friends house and then go back to her apartment. So I had a fun night in Logan Square took two trains to land me back in lake view. In between there was a massive delay on the blue line (thanks CTA) .... You make me hate public transit even more....

As soon as I got back I was so excited about the vinyl, I started making patterns and sewing rough stitches to get a better idea of the fit and where it would need to be sewn with the machine; I could hand sew it but I'm still missing a few pieces.